Tuesday, February 23, 2010
wow i haven't blogged in almost a year. my old posts make me laugh..oh, how have i changed so much in such a short amount of time? I'm happy to say that this has definately been one of the best and most interesting years of my life--meaning from last april to this time now. big thanks to my boyfriend. yay to growing up
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
My King was born King.
He’s the King of the Jews – that’s a racial King.
He’s the King of Israel – that’s a National King.
He’s the King of righteousness.
He’s the King of the ages.
He’s the King of Heaven.
He’s the King of glory.
He’s the King of kings and He is the Lord of lords.
Now that’s my King.
Well I wonder if you know Him.
David said the Heavens declare the glory of God, and the firmament show His handiwork.
My King is the only one whom there are no means of measure can define His limitless love.
No far seeing telescope can bring into visibility the coastline of His shore of supplies.
No barriers can hinder Him from pouring out His blessing.
Well, well, He’s enduringly strong.
He’s entirely sincere.
He’s eternally steadfast.
He’s immortally graceful.
He’s imperially powerful.
He’s impartially merciful.
That’s my King.
He’s God’s Son.
He’s the sinner’s savior.
He’s the centerpiece of civilization.
He stands alone in Himself.
He’s unique.He’s unparalleled.
He’s unprecedented.He’s supreme.
He’s pre-eminent.
Well, He’s the loftiest idea in literature.
He’s the highest personality in philosophy.
He’s the supreme problem in high criticism.
He’s the fundamental doctrine of proved theology.
That’s my King.
He’s the miracle of the age.
He’s the superlative of everything good that you choose to call Him.
Well, He’s the only one able to supply all of our needs simultaneously.
He supplies strength for the weak.
He’s available for the tempted and the tried.
He sympathizes and He saves.
He’s strong God and He guides.
He heals the sick.
He cleanses the lepers.
He forgives sinners.
He delivers the captives.
He defends the feeble.
He blesses the young.
He serves the unfortunate.
He rewards the diligent and He beautifies the meek.
Do you know Him?
Well, my King is the key of knowledge.
He’s the wellspring of wisdom.
He’s the doorway of deliverance.
He’s the pathway of peace.
He’s the roadway of righteousness.
He’s the highway of holiness.
He’s the gateway of glory.
He’s the master of the mighty.
He’s the prince of princes.
He’s the King of kings and He’s the Lord of lords.
That’s my King.
His promise is sure.
His light is matchless.
His goodness is limitless.
His mercy is everlasting.
His love never changes.
His Word is enough.
His grace is sufficient.
His reign is righteous.
His yoke is easy and His burden is light.
Well.I wish I could describe Him to you, but He’s indescribable.
He’s incomprehensible.
He’s invincible.
He’s irresistible.
the heavens of heavens cannot contain Him,
You can’t get Him out of your mind.
You can’t get Him off of your hands.
You can’t outlive Him and you can’t live without Him.
Well, Pharisees couldn’t stand Him, but they found out they couldn’t stop Him.
Pilot couldn’t find any fault in Him.
Herod couldn’t kill Him.
Death couldn’t handle Him and the grave couldn’t hold Him.
That’s my King.
He’s the King of the Jews – that’s a racial King.
He’s the King of Israel – that’s a National King.
He’s the King of righteousness.
He’s the King of the ages.
He’s the King of Heaven.
He’s the King of glory.
He’s the King of kings and He is the Lord of lords.
Now that’s my King.
Well I wonder if you know Him.
David said the Heavens declare the glory of God, and the firmament show His handiwork.
My King is the only one whom there are no means of measure can define His limitless love.
No far seeing telescope can bring into visibility the coastline of His shore of supplies.
No barriers can hinder Him from pouring out His blessing.
Well, well, He’s enduringly strong.
He’s entirely sincere.
He’s eternally steadfast.
He’s immortally graceful.
He’s imperially powerful.
He’s impartially merciful.
That’s my King.
He’s God’s Son.
He’s the sinner’s savior.
He’s the centerpiece of civilization.
He stands alone in Himself.
He’s unique.He’s unparalleled.
He’s unprecedented.He’s supreme.
He’s pre-eminent.
Well, He’s the loftiest idea in literature.
He’s the highest personality in philosophy.
He’s the supreme problem in high criticism.
He’s the fundamental doctrine of proved theology.
That’s my King.
He’s the miracle of the age.
He’s the superlative of everything good that you choose to call Him.
Well, He’s the only one able to supply all of our needs simultaneously.
He supplies strength for the weak.
He’s available for the tempted and the tried.
He sympathizes and He saves.
He’s strong God and He guides.
He heals the sick.
He cleanses the lepers.
He forgives sinners.
He delivers the captives.
He defends the feeble.
He blesses the young.
He serves the unfortunate.
He rewards the diligent and He beautifies the meek.
Do you know Him?
Well, my King is the key of knowledge.
He’s the wellspring of wisdom.
He’s the doorway of deliverance.
He’s the pathway of peace.
He’s the roadway of righteousness.
He’s the highway of holiness.
He’s the gateway of glory.
He’s the master of the mighty.
He’s the prince of princes.
He’s the King of kings and He’s the Lord of lords.
That’s my King.
His promise is sure.
His light is matchless.
His goodness is limitless.
His mercy is everlasting.
His love never changes.
His Word is enough.
His grace is sufficient.
His reign is righteous.
His yoke is easy and His burden is light.
Well.I wish I could describe Him to you, but He’s indescribable.
He’s incomprehensible.
He’s invincible.
He’s irresistible.
the heavens of heavens cannot contain Him,
You can’t get Him out of your mind.
You can’t get Him off of your hands.
You can’t outlive Him and you can’t live without Him.
Well, Pharisees couldn’t stand Him, but they found out they couldn’t stop Him.
Pilot couldn’t find any fault in Him.
Herod couldn’t kill Him.
Death couldn’t handle Him and the grave couldn’t hold Him.
That’s my King.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
so long
myspace. feels so good...& i made lauren change my facebook password so I can't get on.
ahhh feels soo good. Although I guarantee you I will be having facebook withdrawals within a few days, but in the meantime, I am glad I can finally get some quality work done.
happy with the past, living in the present, excited for the future
Also, I am wanting to dye my hair and possibly cut it. ANY SUGGESTIONS?
ahhh feels soo good. Although I guarantee you I will be having facebook withdrawals within a few days, but in the meantime, I am glad I can finally get some quality work done.
happy with the past, living in the present, excited for the future
Also, I am wanting to dye my hair and possibly cut it. ANY SUGGESTIONS?
Monday, March 23, 2009
staying positive
I haven't blogged in a while..it feels kind of weird. Anyway, I've realized I am too caught up in myself. I hate materialistic people, and yet I find that I am one. poop. I want to change.
yay yay yay yay
52 more days of school left (not counting weekends) WOAH where did this year go???
competition! ; even though I can't dance because of my finger :(
spring break! :)
...which means Colorado!!
& visting colleges, colleges....and more colleges
&& last but definately NOT least--summer...which brings a whole list of its own
yay yay yay yay
52 more days of school left (not counting weekends) WOAH where did this year go???
competition! ; even though I can't dance because of my finger :(
spring break! :)
...which means Colorado!!
& visting colleges, colleges....and more colleges
&& last but definately NOT least--summer...which brings a whole list of its own
Sunday, March 15, 2009
trapped
I am incredibly overwhelmed with school. I can't escape. Please save me from the black abyss otherwise known as homework...
Saturday, March 14, 2009
what is wrong with me
why am i always so tired?
I just love taking 5 hour tests on a saturday morning (insert sarcasm here)
I just love taking 5 hour tests on a saturday morning (insert sarcasm here)
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Friday, March 6, 2009
i love westmont <3 everyone is soo nice and welcoming, and i met some incredible people that i hope to go to school with in a couple years.
story time:
i was sitting on a bench on one of the walkways, and a girl, a sophomore at westmont, comes up to me and asks if i need any help. I said no that i was just waiting for the next class to start. she smiled and started talking to me, asking about my life and how i liked westmont. turns out she was my tour guides sister lol.
p.s. college boys are cute
story time:
i was sitting on a bench on one of the walkways, and a girl, a sophomore at westmont, comes up to me and asks if i need any help. I said no that i was just waiting for the next class to start. she smiled and started talking to me, asking about my life and how i liked westmont. turns out she was my tour guides sister lol.
p.s. college boys are cute
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
you don't believe in God--or any sort of religion for that matter
you think everyone in the world is an ignorant fool except for you
you hate the government, you hate the society, you hate the schools
you hate "right wing ideology", you hate America, you hate me
"I now risk absolute exile if my self expression is ever truly revealed."
I accept you as who you are, even if you believe all the crazy ideals that you believe. just please don't lie anymore. I can't take the separation within our family. I can't stand the truth being hidden for so long. I can't live with someone who pretends everything is okay when it is obvious that it is just the opposite. Whenever I leave the house, I never know what I'm going to find when i return--whether you are going to be there or not. I imagine the worst possible scenarios, and they are eating away at me. I can't keep this inside any longer. I need help, you need help.
"I am desperate and reaching hopelessness. I cannot express my inner turmoil."
It is ripping away at my soul knowing that I cannot help you. I don't know how to help you...not that you would accept my help anyway. I wish you would just let me in. I wish that we were closer. I won't judge you. I won't tell anyone. Please just let me in. Don't do anything stupid. In reality, we will have to be there for each other later in life. Blood binds us together, and no matter how much you may resist it, you have to accept it. I want you to trust in me, and I to depend on you. I love you and accept you for what you have become. I am proud of your accomplishments, and I'm sorry that I have always tried to outshine you. "I have been a repressed slave for the duration of my entire childhood." By this statement, I feel that it has been my fault that you are the way you are. I don't know what went wrong, but I am sorry for the contempt that you feel. I have prayed for you every night for the past few months that you will become the loving, happy person that I once knew you to be...a longgg time ago.
you think everyone in the world is an ignorant fool except for you
you hate the government, you hate the society, you hate the schools
you hate "right wing ideology", you hate America, you hate me
"I now risk absolute exile if my self expression is ever truly revealed."
I accept you as who you are, even if you believe all the crazy ideals that you believe. just please don't lie anymore. I can't take the separation within our family. I can't stand the truth being hidden for so long. I can't live with someone who pretends everything is okay when it is obvious that it is just the opposite. Whenever I leave the house, I never know what I'm going to find when i return--whether you are going to be there or not. I imagine the worst possible scenarios, and they are eating away at me. I can't keep this inside any longer. I need help, you need help.
"I am desperate and reaching hopelessness. I cannot express my inner turmoil."
It is ripping away at my soul knowing that I cannot help you. I don't know how to help you...not that you would accept my help anyway. I wish you would just let me in. I wish that we were closer. I won't judge you. I won't tell anyone. Please just let me in. Don't do anything stupid. In reality, we will have to be there for each other later in life. Blood binds us together, and no matter how much you may resist it, you have to accept it. I want you to trust in me, and I to depend on you. I love you and accept you for what you have become. I am proud of your accomplishments, and I'm sorry that I have always tried to outshine you. "I have been a repressed slave for the duration of my entire childhood." By this statement, I feel that it has been my fault that you are the way you are. I don't know what went wrong, but I am sorry for the contempt that you feel. I have prayed for you every night for the past few months that you will become the loving, happy person that I once knew you to be...a longgg time ago.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
:)
my weekend included:
waking up at 4 in the morning for fbla, magic mountain, turkey legs, funnel cake, screaming from X-2...and also from fbla, winning fbla, sleeping in awkward positions on the bus, santa monica, eating bucket loads of shrimp (literally), more rollercoasters...and no homework at all :)
i think i have shin splints...maybe. i hope not :(
waking up at 4 in the morning for fbla, magic mountain, turkey legs, funnel cake, screaming from X-2...and also from fbla, winning fbla, sleeping in awkward positions on the bus, santa monica, eating bucket loads of shrimp (literally), more rollercoasters...and no homework at all :)
i think i have shin splints...maybe. i hope not :(
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Blogging is getting boring...or maybe it's just my life that is boring. Either way, don't be expecting much from my blogs. I have begun filling out scholarship applications...yes I know that it is a bit early, but I'm gonna need it. I hate this decade; I wish I had lived in the 60's and 70's with all the greattt tv shows--the andy griffith show, the beverly hillbillies, bewitched, the munsters, gilligans island, and bonanza; and the classic music--the who, rolling stones, the temptations, johnny cash, zeppelin, bob dylan, the beatles, and a personal favorite...michael jackson. I have concluded that my favorite Beatle is paul mccartney.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
sundrenched world
I close up my mouth
When you're around now
Suffocating in doubt
I can't make a sound
In your sundrenched world
I always wanted to be
The one you looked to
For the answers in me
I'm the one who took you
To your sundrenched world
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Lord, can you hear me now?
I have lost my faith so much. I know God exists; I know about Him, I know He is always there, I just cannot seem to find Him anymore..I don't know what's wrong with me. I want that feeling back--that incredible peace and happiness that only God can deliver. help me
Sunday, February 22, 2009
And
the fun begins...
yay to great weekends, new friends, yofrutti, unicorn tattoos, scary movies, (un)talented people, baked goods, greasy pizza, scavenger hunts, and picnics at the park :)
yay to great weekends, new friends, yofrutti, unicorn tattoos, scary movies, (un)talented people, baked goods, greasy pizza, scavenger hunts, and picnics at the park :)
Thursday, February 19, 2009
time flies
Yesterday, my old babysitter that I haven't seen in about 7 years added me on facebook. & then today this girl from my old church in fillmore that I haven't seen or talked to in about 8 years added me! so weird!btw, pictures make everything better
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